Chopped Down Trees in Kentucky

 

Drew Johnson

 

Mrs. Gustafson’s 11th Grade; Principal or Director: Kevin Rogers

Marcus High School, Argyle, Texas, USA

 

 

 

 

Losing sight of life

Off in the distance

It travels farther and farther

Away

So close yet so far

It's whisper in my ear

It's flirtations glance

I see out the comer of my eye

But in front of me is nothing

Nothing anymore

No longer are my steps the same

Such a weight

Such a fight to move along

All because life left me in the dust

Far far away

Or maybe too close

To real- to painful

To hard

To accept

 

I'm just an ant in a bubble

Caught in some grand collogue

An ant among many

How will I ever escape

If the undertow of life

Normal life

That painful- hard life (busy as a bee)

Sweeps me under and into

My own insanity

My own personal hell

 

So I will bury the squirrels

Scattered and splattered

A lifeless ant on the road

No more walk

No more talk

The remnants so sad

Not really a hero

Not really anything at all

Not a soldier

Not a worker

Not royalty either

 

The smile blowing in the wind

It's not time to bend

For the trees await

The holy heaven's gate

Live the life

Don't deal with strife

 

So I bury the squirrels

Not for you

Me

Or them

But for life that has passed me by

So funny

Those eyes

Black crystal orbs

That don't see anything at all

But rather old pictures planted in time

Running up a tree

Chasing a girl squirrel

Kinky but not heavy

No weight

Every step is flight

Every flight is floating on a cloud

No more chains

No more pains

So I bury you

Cuz a tire

Killed your fire

A fire I started but let the wind

Blow it away

We I can barely see it at all

So I bury the squirrel

It makes me cry

Wish to die

I don't know why

For they wouldn't

So far away

 

I bury my squirrels

Those white dreams

Happy smiles

An ant in a bubble

A piece among many

Colliding and not noticing

Where life is just a state of mind

And no hope

Never to be seen again